After our relationship began, I encouraged you to update your Amazon wishlist to make it easier for me and any admirers to send you items that you've chosen. Personally, I like taking the guessing game out of the equation by choosing items that you'd enjoy.
Since you've updated and continued to update, I have kept an eye out on items hoping to send you select ones that strike me. Over the last several months, would it be safe to say that I am your best client in regards to sending you items? If I'm not, that is cool too, because I know then that others enjoy spoiling you as well. :)
Why do I enjoy spoiling you? Would I/Have I done this with any other that I have met? I have my answer for the first question figured out that I will share with you later in this post, but I'd like to discuss the second question whether I've done this with any other.
The answer likely will not surprise you....No....I haven't treated others with random items from their wishlist despite having opportunities to do so since many ladies do have one posted. And, I'm unsure whether I would treat others with items, because I don't have a relationship with them that I feel that I have with you.
I recognize that many in the "hobby" would call me "stupid, naive, dumb, sucker" for purchasing items for you or anyone as the vast majority treat each other in a business fashion as in a business transaction saying or thinking, "I'm not spending a dime on anyone else unless I get SOMETHING out of it." The SOMETHING is assuredly sex. It is well documented also that some ladies do take advantage of situations where they "milk" their clients and treat them with kindness and promises of "love" in order to receive tangible objects.
I recognize all of the above, yet I continue to wish to make you happy with these items. In order to answer the first question, I believe that I have to post the graphic that I posted on this blog months ago. Why do I enjoy spoiling you? I believe that it amounts to the fact that you CONTROL my orgasms.
I copied this from my initial post months ago:
"I have found that I have become even more tolerant, attentive and patient the longer I am in chastity. These levels continue to climb as time passes in chaste. The longer in chastity seems to have increased these other positive characteristics in me. I find myself ignoring my own sexual needs since I know that the likelihood of being allowed to get off is nil. Since all of my attention is shifted from your toy, I have found that my attention is now diverted to pleasing you. Maybe it is because I recognize that you are ultimately the owner who can determine when I can get off sometime in the future."
My theory:
I do love pleasing you and bringing you up when you're feeling "melancholy" or down. Admittedly, there are times that I must remind myself that this is no more than a relationship based on our business agreement, and I get that. The emotional attachment is what scared me initially, and I tried my best to explain that when discussing chastity/ownership. The last thing I'd want to do would be for you to be uncomfortable with something said/done which would cause a fall-out. One could also say that I do my best to please you knowing if you are happy with me that I may have a better chance to play. As you are keenly aware, I was a chronic masturbator, and it has been an ENORMOUS change for me to be in this position.
With that said, time to watch a little playoff hockey. :)
I hope you've enjoyed today's topic too.
I truly remain yours,
Your Pet and your itty-bitty toy :)
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