Let's deal with the pain issue first...You haven't heard me complain about the pain I have been experiencing the past two weeks, and I hope that it dissipates soon, because I plan an important endeavor in mid-June....
As you are aware, I had lower back surgery around 14 years ago due to two herniated discs. I have always considered myself fortunate as I have not had to deal with much pain since having the surgery done. Over the last two weeks, I have had unbearable pain at times in my lower back. The pain is the worst that I have had since surgery. It has also had an effect on my right hip and sciatic nerve. At times, my back spasms which causes me to wince in pain. I have taken steady doses of ibuprofen for pain throughout the day and have taken vicodin when it becomes unbearable.
I have spent time considering how I could have caused this pain. I may have tweaked it during work-outs at the gym as I have done weight lifting combined with aerobic activities including lots of walking on the tread-mill. I have always been conscious of specific weight lifting activities that I know would/could possibly cause injury to my lower back and have avoided them.
The pain is more acute in the evening or at the end of the day rather than after a full night's rest in the morning. Simple actions like sitting at a computer for periods of time are uncomfortable, especially at this time of day. I have not chosen to make an appointment to see my doctor but will consider it if the pain persists....I thought that you should know, especially as it relates to my short posts here.
The frustration, on the other hand, is directly the result of not being allowed to get off in 5 days. As you know, the last time I was allowed to come was last Wednesday which I used a transexual video as my wank fodder. Today I learned that I will not be allowed to get off until Wednesday at the earliest, yet must edge twice today and once tomorrow to prepare myself. Indeed, I did request to forego the edgings as it is easier for me to forget about your toy rather than tease it with edgings. Edgings cause especially sore balls, and it puts much of my daily focus on your toy and you. I do accept my place and would not think of crossing your directions as you know that I hate to disappoint you. Also, it makes me happy that you believe this acceptance of my place is hot as I simply wish to please you daily.
Thanks for taking the time to read my rather short blog post today. :)
I remain yours,
Your Pet and your little, frustrated toy :)
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