Your Canvas

     I feel that I have welcomed you into my thoughts on various points due to writing of this blog daily. I have shared items that interest me and feelings that I have experienced since we came into this agreement. I have trusted you with this information knowing that some would consider me naive or just plain ignorant. I may have even shared personal information regarding my RL to you.

     You did express that any information gained would be confidential.

     With this said, I can say that I trust you. I consider you to be not only a friend, but a professional as well. I thank you for this.

     I had also related to you that I was curious about what interests you. I know that you have experienced lots of different situations where you have tried activities that interest you. Way more than me....You proved quite talented at using the rope which turned me on tremendously. I was pleased to be your first with sounds. As stated previously, I enjoy being the proverbial "guinea pig" when you attempt new activities.

     When we met, you did a spectacular job exploring my interests. It was truly incredible and the best I've ever experienced. I do, however, wish to try things that interest you as well. I guess that you can consider me your canvas :)

     You talked about not having many more interests besides those that caused pain. You also know that I am not into the kind of brutal pain, as I have expressed here. Some of the activities that we engaged in did cause some pain which surprisingly I thought I handled well and actually liked it as we progressed.

     I didn't think that I'd be able to take your bbc, but it felt great after I was stretched and lubed adequately. I loved you slamming me and feeling your body lie on my back as you had your fun. I had so much fun, that I found myself slamming into your bbc without you doing the work....lol
I loved hearing your dirty talk as well....sorry that I didn't catch it all! Too much of that rock-n-roll!

     Also, the attention you gave your toy after using rope to control it involved some pain, especially when you slapped my balls gaining my pain threshold. I was totally aroused and really loved it. You also used the Wartenberg wheel on my toy and balls that brought mild pain that I truly enjoyed as well.

     I explain this to you here so that you know that I am here to do with as you wish. I am willing to try any of your interests at least once. I want our relationship to be satisfying for both of us :)

     I hope you enjoy the blog this evening, ma'am.

     I remain,

     Your pet and your little toy :)

     P.S. As stated in the past....Despite being in this type of relationship with you, I still love the intense kissing and vanilla fucking that we had before, and hope to schedule these types of exchanges in the future if we're both in the mood :)