It was suggested to write about how my perspective has changed since I've entered this relationship with you. It is an interesting topic as I believe that I truly have changed over the months of February and to where we are at in March.
You didn't ask for a chronological explanation of before and after, but I thought it may be nice to provide a clear picture for you.
Before our agreement:
I can go back to the year 2011. This was a commemorative year, because before that I had never strayed....ever. I had been in a monogamous relationship for over 25 years while raising a family and concentrating on a career. I had exactly one lover ever in my life....yes, one.....(nerd boy as a young man and devoted spouse) ;)
I happened to reconnect with an old friend who re-introduced me to the strip clubs in the area. I happened to meet a beautiful young lady who became a favorite. Full of nervousness, I had some "fun" with her both at the club and outside of the club, yet never went as far to follow through with the ultimate deed. As Bill Clinton would say when asked about his marijuana use, "I didn't inhale."
The same friend introduced me to the Asian Massage Parlor scene. Also nervous, we made the excursion the first time to confirm what he told me about these places. Despite several return visits to them, I chose to have fun, yet shied away from Full Service.
As you are already aware, I was a habitual wanker since an early age. This habit continued through these years as well. I don't believe that a single week went by without wanking to orgasm. There were days where I would get off so much that your toy would become tender. If masturbating was an Olympic sport and awarded a gold medal for longevity, I would certainly win.
I stumbled upon our common site by accident by June of 2011.
And the rest is history....yes, you were my first who broke my cherry in the hobby, but you probably didn't know that you became my second...ever. This would explain my extreme nervousness when meeting for the first time if you can recall. I had never considered fulfilling the deed until setting up that first appointment with you. I know that there is a sense of pride for you to know that you were my first.....now you may revel in the fact that you were a second as well..... Surprised? ;)
After our encounter, I was determined to continue experiencing others which included an exotic dancer, FS at AMPs, and several ladies through my verification service. I have several okays :)
During these times, I continued having free reign over your toy. I currently have two paid subscriptions to sites. I have subscribed to a couple of others in the past. This may be a good blog topic for the future.
After these experiences, I came back to you with this proposal.....simple to follow right?
I think it would be kind of cool to talk about what has transpired since on Friday's post....something to look forward to, right?
I hope you've enjoyed our chat, ma'am.
I remain,
Your pet and your little toy :)
P.S. Currently wearing a sizing ring for the chastity device we have talked about.....hope this pleases you. :)
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