Options?

     Due to recent developments, specifically when I wanked without your permission this week, we broached the subject about locating some type of chastity device so that I would not be tempted by your toy. Earlier, I wrote about being fascinated about the idea of chastity devices.

     I would LOVE to be able to give your further control of your toy. I believe that you would absolutely enjoy being the keyholder to your toy since you seem to like the whole tease and denial scene. Plus, I think you'd think it was fun and not look at this as a chore.

     A possible drawback would be that I believe that I would be pulled further into thinking about you to the point of being obsessive. Whenever I would even move, I would focus on your toy being in chastity which in turn would turn my focus to you. I feel that since I have it bad for you now, I'm not sure how much further you or I would want to be pulled further. I never want to be considered "that creepy dude."

     I related that this may be difficult for me to accomplish due to my home situation as well. There is a lack of intimacy at home and activity has been very, very, rare these last few years. Despite this fact, it would also be difficult to explain if it was discovered.

     Suitable options would be difficult to determine, due to the above situation, but here are some (in no particular order):

1. Ignore/walk or run away from those situations where intimacy was anticipated and continue wearing a CB-6000.

2. Wear a device, but have another key handy when possible intimacy is anticipated.

3. Buying an extension to your violet wand that would extend from Indy to Peoria and zapping your toy when I misbehave.

4. Explain to SO about my interest in a chastity device hoping to spice up intimacy, yet knowing who actually owns my toy (you).

5. Hide the device at all times while trying to come up with a suitable explanation if discovered.

6. Ditch the house and move to Indy.

7. Attempt to locate a more discreet device so that it would likely go undetected. There HAS to be something!

8. Provide me with something that will remind me of you to use to tie up your toy....(rope, a stocking, your panties, etc.). This could serve as a constant reminder to keep my hands off of what belongs to you, yet would be more discreet than a device.

9. Castration?

10. Keep it the way it is now. It honestly amazes me that I've only misbehaved twice since we've started our relationship. This is from someone who admittedly was a chronic masturbator often getting off several times each day.

     I hope that I have earned a release with this post, ma'am, and I hope you enjoyed considering the possibilities.

     Your pet and your little toy