As far as kink activities that I'm curious about, I have others that I intend to describe, yet sometimes (like tonight) I think that they have become too predictable, thus boring. It isn't easy writing about myself and my feelings, because it seems selfish on my end. When I continue to write about myself and MY desires, I feel then that it becomes all about me and my desires...I'm not sure if this makes sense, but it is what I'm thinking.
I know that the intention in setting up and writing posts to your blog was to provide you with a glimpse into my head as we progress in this unique relationship. True, I've done my very best to follow this simple instruction, because I know that you like reading them. It has definitely become my tribute to you, and I'm always happy to know that they please you. As you know, it gives me further pleasure that my words (and maybe pics) have an effect on you, especially when you admitted to using some of them to get off....simply the BEST.
Today reminded me of how I look forward to being released from my own work obligations. It was awesome being off taking care of errands and going to the gym without constantly looking at the clock.
One of my goals this spring/summer is to work my way back into my clothes that I used to wear until 5 years ago. I did start back at a gym last July and initially lost 30 pounds which I have worked to keep off since then (believe it or not). In 2006, I lost an incredible 80 pounds and kept it off for about 3 years until a new job and its stresses caused me to backslide in 2009. I went down 3 pant sizes, 2 shirt sizes, and even grew my hair to my shoulders that made me look very much like a Sicilian mobster. I was even questioned by my friends and members of my family if I was going through a "mid-life crisis" at the time! (My kids and the SO absolutely HATED the hair, but others loved it). To go along with my weight loss and the hair, I was tanning year round which is terrible for your skin, but my natural complexion loved it. It's really amazing what stress causes to one's body....lesson learned....Gotta break out those old clothes :)
On another note, do you know that I miss you? This comment is not to make you feel bad or guilt you. I know that your obligations as a spouse, student, sex worker, and daughter are overwhelming at this time in your life. Hopefully, the time you are spending now will ease soon, especially on the school end :)
Hopefully your appointment this evening was fun for you. To reiterate, imagining you having sex with others is absolutely hot. To be a fly on the wall would be.....heaven.
Re: Sizing Rings.....one comment: grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
I remain,
Your Pet and your little toy :)
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