Feelings...

     Despite being weary and tired from a day of work, gym, and typical housework, I sit down to write a few words this evening at your request :)

     As I explained, I have felt that the last few posts on my blog have been a bit boring as they are more consumed with erotic pics over the spoken word. Since it is common knowledge that men are much more visual in their desires than most women, I thought that you may be growing tired of what may be considered my wanking material. *laughs*

     Once again, however, you reiterated that you appreciated my posts and used them often as a basis of getting off yourself.  As stated previously, it makes your pet extremely happy that the words I use here can cause such a reaction! I am truly humbled that my words about being your pet pleases you as well. When you tell me this, I immediately envision you lying completely nude on your bed with your legs spread, a determined look on your  face, and rubbing your beautiful, sensitive clitoris to an explosive orgasm.

     It also seemed to please you when I mentioned that all of my thoughts have centered around you which causes me to want to play with your little toy. I have found myself attempting to distract myself from my erotic thoughts, especially when my mind wanders to you. You may not be addicted to this blog, yet I find that I'm becoming addicted to you despite our distance. So how does it feel to control my mind and your little toy from such a distance?

     

     I found the chart above that speaks to me. As owner of your little toy, you have allowed me to remain in chaste for the past 7 days. Despite the fact that we have never spent an inordinate amount of time together, I believe that you know that I am a laid-back type of pet. Those who have described my personality can say that I am tolerant, attentive, and patient as compared to others of the male specie.

     As the chart above states, many men including me I am sure, do exhibit these characteristics particularly before being allowed to orgasm where they top off. After orgasm it may take a few days to work up to that certain level before being allowed to orgasm again.

     I have found that I have become even more tolerant, attentive and patient the longer I am in chastity. These levels continue to climb as time passes in chaste. The longer in chastity seems to have increased these other positive characteristics in me. I find myself ignoring my own sexual needs since I know that the likelihood of being allowed to get off is nil. Since all of my attention is shifted from your toy, I have found that my attention is now diverted to pleasing you. Maybe it is because I recognize that you are ultimately the owner who can determine when I can get off sometime in the future. Whether it is or not, I figure that chastity seems to work, especially if you are looking to become more tolerant, attentive, and patient. Who wouldn't want that from their pet??

     I have also mentioned that sometimes I have felt embarrassed for using this blog as a confessional to my perversions. These topics that I have shared have never been shared with anyone else....ever. I really appreciate that you have assured me that you have taken no judgment in what kinks that I've admitted to be sexually arousing. Admittedly, I myself have squirmed a little facing what I've admitted, yet can not deny that these feelings are present. Thank you for not judging, my fellow perverted mistress. :)

     Enjoy my blog, ma'am.

     Your pet....and your little toy ;)

                                                                              7!!