Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Kink: Part 18 FFM

     I thought it may be interesting to discuss a topic off of my checklist that I would be willing to do and would be excited to do as well. The topic is duos or participating in a threesome. For many, including myself, the idea of participating in a threesome is often a fantasy that one may never have opportunity to participate.

    The idea of being with you and another does truly intrigue me even when fantasizing about vanilla activities. To have your toy shared between you and another orally is all kinds of hot. Being pleasured by two incredibly beautiful women surely would be an exciting experience. Having an opportunity to fuck both during a session totally takes my breath away....being able to go down on each of you would absolutely like a bit of heaven for me....Hopefully, both would be into each other so that I could witness both women having fun together which I have never witnessed either. Two women enjoying each other's bodies.....damn....too hot to think about for long!!

     An activity besides vanilla mentioned above that I would particularly enjoy is being spit-roasted. Taking a strap-on up my ass and being forced to perform orally on a strap-on simultaneously would be a favorite fantasy. I'm quite sure that the activity would/could be very painful as I know that you particularly enjoy furiously attacking your hole. Gagging on the strap-on would be expected as well.



      It would also be exhilarating to be taken anally whilst serving the other orally (already a FAVORITE activity of mine). I am also sure that my attention to detail while performing orally would be challenged with persistent banging from behind. :)



     I really can't wait to use some of the items from the Stockroom that I sent you, especially the face dildo that could be used to pleasure you while getting pegged by another....wowowowo!


     The whole idea of participating in a threesome is probably on every man's fantasy list, and it is on mine. I hope to be able to participate in such activity at some time....of course, a third party to our play time together would have to be approved by you first as I recognize that all parties must be comfortable with each other for a positive experience....

     More hot photos:







     I hope you've enjoyed my post this evening, ma'am....as you know, you are always on my mind...it may be difficult for you to believe, yet I trust that you know me as an HONEST slave.

     I remain,

     Your Pet and your itty-bitty toy :)





   

Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Through 5 Edgings

     Yesterday certainly became a busy day and evening. My intention was to post after attending an early concert, yet too much overindulging on my part.

     I didn't even notice your text until after the show where you asked whether I had any anal toys. I do have a relatively large flesh-colored anal plug, yet I understand that you would recommend acquiring a small one in order to wear in public. The idea is hot and I will do my best to acquire one with your recommendation. Having to endure a butt plug throughout the day would remind me of the proper ownership of this hole as well.    :)

     Upon arrival to home, I was not in a sober condition to follow through with a post on your blog. I apologize for this as I should have alerted you as I have done in the past.

     As I explained myself upon questioning by you, I was ordered to edge once per hour until further notice as punishment for the lack of communication.

     At work:

1. Went to restroom, dropped my pants and shorts and began wanking your now hard toy....it didn't take long to see pre-cum on the head of your toy as your instructions clearly aroused me....when I felt close to orgasm, I pulled my hand away, cleaned up my pre-cum, zipped-up and returned to my work obligations...

2. Went to restroom again and began wanking your toy with visions of you running through my head...I began getting weak-kneed before sitting down and abusing your toy with fast strokes....feeling myself close to getting off, I pulled my hand away and watched your toy jump and flinch hoping to receive one more stroke to get off....zipped-up and returned to work...


3. Final trip to restroom....once again tried to get comfortable with pants and shorts at my feet as I began wanking again....I can relate that playing with your toy feels soooooo good, and I miss the days when I didn't need permission to cum...Once again that familiar feeling of orgasm approached which caused me to draw away, clean up, and return to finish work....

     At home:

4. Immediately I changed into more comfortable clothes including shorts and a t-shirt, I went to my computer, found a hot femdom video on xhamster, and began playing with your toy....within minutes, I was ready to shoot my load thus drawing my hand away....this is when I texted you asking whether I could edge more than once in an hour to which you directed my hands off your toy :(

5. I am writing this post right now as I consider my 5th edging....Your toy is beginning to become aroused at the thought of getting to play.....

I almost lost my load viewing the pic below. I loved how you used the ring to capture both of my balls and tied your toy up....it is evident through the picture that your toy was going absolutely nowhere and it became engorged at being tied in such a manner...the color of your toy even appears to be losing the blood to it....very very hot...on top of it all, one can see your hand manipulating the sound that you entered into your third hole....being stretched by you was sooooo incredibly awesome....the intent look on your face while sounding was truly awesome....(it makes me want to wank your toy again...)

Sunday, April 27, 2014

A Public Place

     As you know, I have made it well known that posting daily to your blog is sometimes difficult for me. This is especially so on weekends when real life activities do not allow me that extra time to complete a thoughtful post. During the week, it has almost become part of my evening routine that I complete a post. Even then, I struggle with appropriate topics at times.

     I do not want to give you the impression that I am complaining, yet it is difficult to determine topics worthy of discussion. I feel that I have exposed so much of myself to you in regards to my thoughts and preferences.

     The thought that keeps me going with postings is that you look forward to reading them. You are always prompt in reading them and have expressed your thoughts on how some of them make you feel. Of course, I get the most satisfaction when you have told me that some of my posts are written in such a way that spark erotic thoughts from you which you use later to get off. Knowing that I have helped in any way, especially with my posts to you, has been enough of a motivator to find further words to get you off.
   

     Last night, you knew that I was going out with a friend since I told you that I may be unable to post to your blog. You promptly responded that I WOULD post and may have to do it before going out. Pressed for time, I posted quickly in order to follow through on your demand and not wishing to disappoint you. Curious whether you'd read the post, later in the evening while out at a bar with said friend you related that the post was "lazy, yet acceptable." I was glad that it passed muster this time, but I knew that I had finished it quickly to get something up, and it wasn't well thought out as compared to what I have posted in the past. 

    You also wrote that you expected me to leave my friend at some point in the evening in order to get off. Quickly, I knew that this expectation would be particularly difficult as I was in a public place, a club, that had absolutely zero privacy. The plotting began...

     Fortunately, my friend agreed to leave the club for a bar that I knew had private restrooms. After buying a beer for my friend to keep him occupied, I entered the private restroom and locked the door behind me. I quickly dropped my shorts and briefs noticing that I had a tremendous hard-on. Quickly and efficiently, I began wanking your toy knowing that at any time I may hear a banging on the restroom door. The mental vision above caused me to finally spill my spunk to the restroom floor. I immediately cleaned your toy and the floor and made my way out of the restroom. The remainder of the night I had many thoughts of you....

     4 hours? Is this the amount of time necessary to completely sate you? Serving you for 4 hours would be exquisite.....the matter of how the time would be spent would be totally up to you....worship?

     Recently, I became aware that your "partner-in-crime" is scheduled to attend the same function....any further ideas?

     I hope you've enjoyed my post.

     I remain,

     Your Pet and your little toy :)

Saturday, April 26, 2014

Maybe/Will Try: Bondage Toys/S&M Toys/Fetish (2) - The Details

     Below are the final activities with brief descriptions on how I feel about trying them. There are two other lists including activities that I would only do with you and those that are considered Hard Limits. I can discuss those if you'd like to hear reasons behind them. :)

     I'm glad that you liked your new belt and shirt. I do enjoy spoiling you and making you happy. I'm happy that you appreciate them as well.

     Soooo......you enjoy reading my posts?? You enjoy them so much that you insist that I post daily?? (that is  very hot, btw....I imagine you wanking to them.....)

     I remain,

     Your Pet and your little toy :)


BONDAGE TOYS:

Gas Masks (get) - sounds terribly hot, yet may consider going with it

Restraints - Wrist to ankle/neck/waist (get) - as long as it doesn't put undue pain to lower back...

Sleepsacks - as long as it doesn't make me pass out....

Straight Jackets - sounds interestingly fun

S&M TOYS: 

Horse - Riding the Horse (Crotch Torture) - hmmmm.....could be fun

Riding Crops, Whipping - Cat (get) - I think you'd like this activity and you'd wanna practice on me :)

Whipping - Singletail (get) - see above

Whipping - Genitals (get) - I KNOW you'd love this activity (it does get me hard...)

Whipping - ktted whip (get) - sure

Whipping - switch (get) - with you, yes :)

Whipping - Taws (get) - owwwwww....don't know if I'd be able to take the pain

FETISH (2):

Infantilism (you) - not really into it, but would with you

Latex (you wearing) - not a pretty sight....

Leather (you wearing) - see above

Posing for Erotic Photos - I've taken some of you and you of me....hot

PVC (you wearing) - binding and hot....maybe

PVC (others wearing) - anything worn by you would be incredible

Spandex (you wearing) - ugly sight...

Speculums (anal) - ouch...sounds painful...I think you'd really love trying this though ;)

Wrestling - Would I "let" you win??

Friday, April 25, 2014

Friday Night Best

     Another set of pics to peruse....any wank fodder here for your? I certainly hope so :)

     You're the best, ma'am

     I remain,

     Your Pet and your very little toy :)
































Thursday, April 24, 2014

Maybe/Will Try : Fetish/Power Play/ Role Play - The Details

     For this post, we can delve further into the BDSM checklist with activities that I may try and the reasons why they are not considered as definite.

     In regards to my health: I really appreciated it when you texted me in regards to how my day was going. Of course after giving me instructions allowing me to get off in the morning and once again at lunch was extremely erotic. When I woke up this morning, I immediately located the Becki file and got off within minutes while focusing on certain pictures of you. It was a fantastic way to start my Thursday!! I couldn't wait for lunchtime at work when I found time to enter the private restroom to get off. It took longer than expected, but I was able to finish and clean up my mess. It certainly relaxed me for the afternoon after a morning of administering college admissions tests.....

     Have I mentioned that I enjoy making you happy? I really do...Sometimes little gestures like purchasing items from your wishlist can bring smiles to your face. After hearing your feelings of melancholy, I felt obligated to show my appreciation by purchasing your belt...Of course, I added something a little "extra." :)

     Thanks for reading my post, ma'am....crazy for you....absolutely :)

     I remain,

     Your Pet and your very, little toy ;)

FETISH:

Barosmia (arousal from scent smell) - depends upon the scent?

Cross-Dressing (others doing) - you? as a man? hmmm....may be fun

Diapers (you) - not really into it, but would try if it would please you..

Dirty Sex - my be interesting...never tried it

Erotic Dancing - Private (you) - very embarrassing, yet would give it a whirl...possibly ;)

Feathers/Fur (others wearing/using) - hmmm...hard to imagine, but it depends upon the presentation

Uniforms (you wearing) - like Halloween? fun...

POWER PLAY: 

Collars - Public (wearing) - as long as it was unobtrusive, sure

Forced Nudity - around others (you) - depends upon the event

Hair/grooming/body choices (Dom dictating what you look like and what you can do with your body) - sure :)

Harem - Multi-slave household (serving in) - this would be difficult to know I'd have to share with others....hmmm

Humiliation - Public, Lecturing (receiving) - May be embarrassing, yet could be hot

Personality Modification (get) - what would you like to change?

Serving other Dom/mes - not really interested, but would try if you find it erotic

Sexual Deprivation - Long term (you) - what is long term? Weeks and months? Don't know if I could do it...

Speech Restrictions (you) - like a quieter pet? sure..

Standing in Corner (get) - if this would please you, sure

Struggling (you) - see above

ROLE PLAY:

Age Regression Play - May be interesting to have a Mommy

Fantasy Rape (get) - scary, yet may be interesting

Kidnapping - see above

Serving as Maid - sure....give it a whirl :)

Wednesday, April 23, 2014

Back in the Saddle....and Happy to be Yours!

     Thanks for being soooo incredibly understanding regarding my recent inactivity on your blog. I returned to work today, yet left about an hour early after experiencing more pain. I can't help but think that the pain is a result of my lower back that I tweaked during my work-out at the gym on Monday. It is the most significant pain since having lower back surgery 16 years ago....ughh. Honestly, I miss having the routine during the week, especially the gym that provides me health and stress relief...

     With that said, I can still say that I continue to be under your spell...As I stated in a text yesterday, when I wake up in the morning, I think of you, my mistress. At various times during the day, I randomly think about you as well.

     It is a curious condition for me to ponder. Our relationship has certainly evolved. Indeed, in the past, we both admitted that the chemistry between us was great...we simply clicked from the beginning as I really enjoyed your company, and you enjoyed mine. You were my first in the experience, and it became the one that I measured all others against. You not only popped my hobby cherry, but you also popped my anal cherry amongst other firsts for me. Despite this chemistry, we rarely got to spend time with each other due to the distance between us. I waited almost an entire year in order to be able to see you a second time when you toured my area. I even recall that you visited my area on another tour, yet our schedules did not mesh, and I could not see you. Then, we had further opportunity at the cabin event which was tremendous, yet did not have the ability to spend a long period of time together due to the structure of the event.

     Between times we met, I began exploring the "hobby" world and took your advice to see others frequently. Indeed, our experiences together were awesome and one-of-a-kind, but admittedly, I did not feel the connection with you then as I have at this time. The vast majority of the experiences with others were purely vanilla in nature without seeking any type of kink. As my own study of kink began to widen, I began seeking others who provided such activities. I found one who provided strap-on sex, foot & body worship, and golden showers. I found it to be extremely erotic and saw her more than once, and we seemed to have good chemistry, yet not even close to what we had together. I did have a short-lived long distance relationship with her, but never evolved into nothing that we have together now.

     I approached you about the possibility of taking on this type of relationship, because I knew from past discussions that the kink side of sex intrigued you. If you recall, we talked about the kink side when we met for the first time. You expressed being interested in kink, especially those that would be considered bottom activities and encouraged me to explore into this world using the fetlife website. I recall asking you whether you knew of any recommended dommes which you could not provide. You also began exposing forum members to the kink side with various polls with pictures. I certainly knew that this interested you further when you helped tie up another at the cabin. Your skills using the rope on her impressed me and was quite a turn on.

     Despite knowing that these activities interested you, I was unsure whether you were interested in top activities. Obviously your interest evolved over the years. I took a chance and asked knowing that you could simply say "no" and would not judge me for asking as others may who would find the request "weird" or "strange."

     As we approach our fourth month...(yes....month four!), I can not even imagine waiting a year to see you. Since you have agreed to control me in all facets besides cock ownership, I can not get enough of you. The longer I wait between orgasms, I become more obsessed with you, ma'am. Knowing that you control everything about my sexual needs and desires has turned me into a true slave to you. Again, it's interesting to examine what has happened, yet I hope that my obsession over you does not turn you off and you're able to tolerate what has happened in my head. I try my best not to be overbearing, especially on our daily communication, and I certainly do not want to bore you either.

     I now can not wait for June...knowing that I may have the opportunity to serve you keeps me going :)  Am I at a point where I could stay celibate until I see you in June?? I know I would become more needy and a basket-case...more obsessive than ever I would guess...

     I know that I wish to see you, but now we must agree upon a length...I truly am open to suggestions as you know I do like long appointments...plus I wish to provide you with another unforgettable experience as well while wishing to completely drain the pleasure from you...I want you to be able to say, "That was in my top three sessions ever. I really, really enjoy my slave." How long of a time would I need to serve you and how long would it take for you to say that?? You do realize that I literally could spend hours pleasuring you with my tongue....just being around you servicing you as you went about your business including relaxing, working, watching tv, emailing, etc...sooo hot....

     Thanks for being there, ma'am....

     I'm yours...

     I remain,

     Your Pet and your (very) little toy ;)

Monday, April 21, 2014

No Post

Tonight's post will not be begun after injuring myself during my work-out at the gym. 
Rest and Vicodin for your pet....

Sunday, April 20, 2014

Maybe/Will Try: Sex Related/Bondage/S&M - The Details

     The following activities were listed on my BDSM checklist as "Maybe/Will Try." I thought this meant to be those activities that I was curious about, yet had some trepidation before giving it a thumbs up. I would attempt these activities and judge whether they would be something that I would want to do multiple times. Who knows? After trying a particular activity from the list, it may become a favorite!

     My apologies once again as RL limited me from getting time to post yesterday. Thanks for understanding :)

     As you begin another work/school week tomorrow, I wish you the best through the busy days.

     I remain yours,

     Your Pet and your little toy :)

SEX RELATED: 

Butt Plugs - Medium (get) - The size does scare me, but I would give it a good try....lube, lube, lube

Butt Plugs - Large (get) - SCARY, but kinda hot too to try..

Creampies - I take this activity as one where your Pet would clean you up after a cuck session...interesting activity that I may try .....for you ;)

Fellatio (give) - This is an activity that I would try, especially if you supervised it.....now where is that potential partner of yours? ;)

Fisting (anal) - could be very painful, but would give it a try with your help

Food (used during sex/penetration) (get) - a humiliating activity that could potentially be hot

Gates of Hell (wearing) - I had to look this one up....sounds interesting

Glory Hole (being put in/used as) - reminds me of what happens in those X-rated movie houses that I've read about....with your supervision of course :)

Hand Job (give): (Includes Fingering) - See fellatio above

Menstruation (sex during) (give) - Never done it, yet if it would please you

Outside Outdoor Sex - Never done it....risky because potential in getting caught :(

Public (discreet) - Sounds fun, yet see above

BONDAGE:

Bondage - Mental (get) - Would give it a whirl..

Bondage - Outdoors (get) - discreet and private...yep

Caging (get) - scary sounding, yet I would trust you

Crucifixion (get) - complete submission....gimme

Manacles (wearing) - sure

Mummification (get) - not sure I would be able to do so, yet looks cool

Public (under clothing) - sure

Restraint Duration + hours (get) - may be dangerous...would have to trust your judgement

Shackles (wearing) - sure

Strait Jacket - I trust you :)

Vacu-seal - wowo...looks scary, yet could be soooo incredibly fun

S&M:

Bastinado (get) - sure, especially if it's something you're curious about

Biting (get) - owww....sure, try it

Cattle Prod (get) - ummmm....idk how this got here...may be a hard limit

Dilation - Testicle (get) - they are yours too...do with them as you wish :)

Scratching (get) - owww....I'd try

Spanking hard (get) - I have found other painful activities to be very erotic...this has potential :)

Friday, April 18, 2014

Best of Friday!

     It may be a cop-out not to post much of substance, but I still really like finding erotic pics from various places to share.

     These below made quite an impression on me and I hope you enjoy. :)

     I remain,

     Your Pet and your little toy :)

P.S. I really appreciate you....I'm unsure if I do or don't tell you that enough. I realize that it takes time for you to communicate with me every day, and I always appreciate that, especially since you are so incredibly busy and I'm sure you may grow tired of dealing with a needy person. Also, thanks for being flexible in regards to posting...I try my best to get something done daily, yet sometimes I can not for whatever reason.

     I continue to be extremely humbled to be yours and can't wait to see whatever comes next :)







































Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Yes, I Will: S&M Toys/Fetish (2) - The Details

     My final post regarding the BDSM checklist in the area of Yes, I Will.

     I really liked giving you insight behind my reasons to agree to the various activities that I've posted recently. Even though I haven't experienced many of these activities, many of them interest me. Of course, some interest me over others, yet I'd be down with all of them listed so far. :)

     On another note, your challenge to orgasm 4 times last night given 5 minutes on each was quite fun. I knew that I may stand a chance if I spread out the wankings over the course of the evening.

     The first orgasm I experienced took less than 4 minutes as I was particularly horny and was intrigued with this assignment. It goes without saying, that my wank fodder was yet another viewing of my favorite mistress. :)

     The second attempt at orgasm......was failure.....I waited nearly an hour before attempting to wank again knowing my chances were pretty decent as my first orgasm occurred quickly. I set my phone to 5 minutes and began wanking to a video from the xhamster website. I jerked your toy furiously when it appeared that I would not orgasm and was actually on the verge when the phone alarm forced my hand away from your toy.....ugh..

     Hoping to receive motivation from a possible new pic of my mistress caused your toy to revive soon after my second attempt. When learning receipt of such motivation was not going to occur, I went again to my Becki file and chose several pics that got me off within the five minute time limit.

     Before going to bed, I tried to get my third orgasm in for the evening, yet failed again after using an xhamster video....It became quite funny to me to know that I actually came twice while viewing your pics and failed when viewing video.....I guess this is a reflection of how smitten I have become.

     Today, I was ordered to edge myself 8 times before leaving work due to my failures last night. I knew this was going to be a tall order since I have very little time to get away from work obligations, and I am no spring chicken. You sent encouraging texts saying, "Good boy" and "I'm proud of you" when I accomplished several edgings. These simple responses turn me on tremendously causing me to become aroused and willing to jerk harder and faster in order to complete your directions. When I edged for the 7th time today, I wanted to release sooooo badly, yet was not allowed. Fortunately for me, I finished my 8th edging without spilling anything and reported this to you. Finally, you allowed me to orgasm, and I rushed home from the gym, quickly dropped my shorts and found more pics of my mistress. Using these various pictures, I arched my back and shot a load of semen onto my belly which I quickly cleaned up.

     I truly appreciate you and what you have done to keep our relationship fresh and never boring. I hope that I have pleased you as well with my subordinance.

     I remain,

     Your Pet and your little toy :)


S&M TOYS: 

Belt/Strap - Let's get it on :)

Caning (get) - Be easy on me, ma'am ;)

Clothespins (get) - Ouch, those hurt...

Cupping/Suction (get) - sounds intresting

Electricity - Tens Unit (get) - a favorite fantasy

Electricity - Violet Wand (get) - see above

Flogging (get) - your human canvas, ma'am

Hairbrushes (get) - redden my cheeks?

Hot Oils (get) - sounds painful but may be lots of fun

Ice Cubes (run over body/exterior only) - have experienced this in the past...fun

Ice Cubes (being inserted) - would give it a try :)

Nipple Clamps (get) - they belong to you, ma'am :)

Nipple Weights (get) - see above

Paddling (get): Includes wood & leather - bottoms up!

Urethral Sounds (get) - a FAVORITE activity....stretchhhhh me out, ma'am

FETISH (2):

Latex (others wearing) - tight & form fitting....yes :)

Leather (others wearing) - see above

Oral (give) - A FAVORITE

Anal Play (get) - Growing to love this activity

Pain - Mild (receiving) - anything from my mistress :)

Sensory Deprivation (get) - truly erotic

Shaving (giving) - anything to be of service to you

Shaving (get/being told to) - not a problem

Spandex (others wearing) - see Latex

Spitting - your human spittoon? yes :)

Tattoo (others) - LOVE

Video (watching/general) - LOVE

Video (being recorded) - Your video of being pegged by you....totally hot...

Voyeurism - watching others/general - LOVE

Voyeurism - watching your Dom with others - OMG to watch then be your clean up crew....a fantasy

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Yes, I Will: Role Play/Bondage Toys - The Details

     I will be providing further details from the BDSM spreadsheet where I have marked "Yes, I will."

     Again, I hope that I have provided enough details in order for you to find about more about my interests. :)

     Enjoy.

    I remain,

     Your Pet and your little toy :)

ROLE PLAY:

Butler - A subservient position which sounds fun

Chauffeuring - With my mistress riding in leisure :)

Cuckold - Extremely interesting

Fantasy Gang-Rape (get) - how humiliating ;)

Initiation Rites - Anything to join your institution

Interrogations - My mistress in uniform? hot...

Medical Scenes - I imagine being bound and investigated ;)

Physical Examinations - see above

Prison Scenes - Could be a hot scene

Prostitution (pretend) - sell me out? sure...

Punishment Scene - the idea sounds interesting....

Puppy/kitten Play - not entirely appealing, yet ok

Religious Scenes - my religious upbringing combined with your nun costume?? wowowow....

Serving as Art - your personal canvas....

Valet - serving you is awesome

BONDAGE TOYS: 

Blindfolds (wearing) - Once with you when you applied the emla cream to your toy before riding it....hot

Full Head Hoods (wearing) - Never worn one, but would

Gags- ball type (wearing) - Never worn one, but have seen them....look hot

Gags - bits (wearing) - see above

Gags - cloth (get) - reminds me of a rape scene? hmmmm...

Gags - inflatable (get) - hmmmmm....sounds interesting

Gags - tape (get) - ouch? :)

Harnessing - leather (get) - being your horse? mmmm

Harnessing - rope (get) - see above

Headphone/Earplugs (get) - sensory deprivation....sounds fun

Padlocks (get) - good idea

Plastic Wrap (get) - mummified.....looks like it could be fun too

Restraints - Ankle (get) - I've been tied down with one of those harness systems that you put between the mattress and box spring....hot session

Restraints - Arm & leg sleeves - You're my first...loved the rope :)

Restraints - Hand Cuffs (get) - Being at your mercy? YES

Restraints - Leather (get) - sounds fun

Restraints - Metal (get) - see above

Restraints - Rope (get) - I really like the ropes, especially since you adore them too

Restraints - Thumb Cuffs (get) - fine with me :)

Restraints - Wrist (get) - see above

Silk Scarves (get) - You used your stocking to blind me....hot

Slings/Swings (get) - wowo....sounds incredible

Spreader Bars (get) - looks interesting and fun

Stocks (get) - as long as it doesn't further injure the lower back :)

Monday, April 14, 2014

Yes, I Will: Fetish/Power Play - The Details

     The next categories on the BDSM checklist that I will provide details on are under Fetish & Power Play.

     Responding to these items on my checklist that I am willing to do is quite a turn-on. I can't wait to add more :)

     I hope that you have gained a better understanding of how I feel about certain activities, and can't wait for feedback on those activities that you'd like to experiment with :)

    Thanks for being you.

     I remain,

     Your Pet and your little toy :)


FETISH:

Boot Worship/Boot Blacking (give) - I have never worshipped shoes/boots as I prefer the bare, clean foot which I have worshipped yours and two others; I would be willing to worship boots if requested

Corsets (other wearing) - I have never played with another who wore a corset, yet the idea is hot...

Enemas - for cleansing purposes (get) - I have given them to myself in preparation of a pegging session, yet have never had one done to me

Enemas - for punishment/retention purposes (get) - sounds interesting...

Foot Worship (give) - A DEFINITE FAVORITE (as you are aware)

Golden Showers (get): Being Peed on but not ingesting - I have had this one done to me once; I'd be down for a repeat :)

High Heel Worship (give) - See boot worship above

Swallowing Semen (you) - You are the first to require this...it's cool with me...I surprised myself here

Uniforms (others wearing) - Never played with one who has worn a uniform in session other than your school girl which was totally hot...

POWER PLAY:

Begging (doing) - I have no problem with this activity....I can beg with the best for favors ;)

Behavior Restrictive Rules (get) - It's really hot when you add caveats to your rules/play time

Behavior Modification (get) - Giving power over to you is a turn on to me

Butt Plugs - public (get) - Never tried it, but would :)

Chastity Belts (wearing) - I would love to do this....damn rings still aren't cooperating :(

Collars - Private (wearing) - I have never done it, but would be fully willing

Crawling (doing) - No problems being at your feet

Cyber Domination (get) - We've done this now through gmail chat and text....total hotness

Eye Contact Restriction (doing) - Never done, but willing

Following Orders, Forced Nudity (you) - Love the idea of being forced to be nude in front of you :)

Forced Nudity - Private (you) - See above

Forced Servitude (you) - To serve you is totally hot...a FAVORITE

Given Away - to someone you know (you given away) - No problems to lend your slut ;)

Given Away - to someone you don't know (you given away) - See above (I totally trust you)

Hot Waxing (get) - hmmmm.....I would be down with this

Housework (doing) - No problems doing this

Humiliation - Private (get) - To yield to you is such a turn on

Humiliation - Verbal (get) - See above

Kneeling (doing) - being at your feet is incredible...love it

Leash/Lead - Private (being walked/led by) - Never tried it, yet the idea is soooooo erotic

Manicures (giving) - No problem serving you in this way

Name Change - temp/for scene purposes (you) - You are totally free to name me as you wish...your pet ;)

Orgasm Control (you) - Incredibly hot....love it

Orgasm Denial (you) - See above

Pedicures (giving) - This would be incredibly fun (if I could keep my tongue away...)

Serving Orally (giving) - a FAVORITE

Serving other Dom/mes - temp - I am your slave to do as you wish

Sexual Deprivation - Short term (you) - I can't believe I've made it 14 days without....wowowo

Symbolic Jewelry (Wearing) - Totally into this idea

Weight Gain/Loss (doing) - To please you, yes :)

Sunday, April 13, 2014

Yes, I Will: Bondage/S&M - The Details

     Moving onto the list of activities that were on the BDSM checklist in which I marked "Yes, I will." As in yesterday's post, I will add my experience level with each and try to give you an idea why the activity would interest me :)

BONDAGE:

Trust is the issue of importance in this area on the checklist. Allowing you to bind me with no opportunity to escape shows that I trust you completely....this I do :)

Bondage - Full body (get) - The feeling of complete submission to you so that you can play with my body as you please is highly erotic

Bondage - Basic rope (get) - You are the only one who has used rope on me, and I found it to be awesome

Bondage - Intricate Rope (get) - All for it :)

Bondage - Private (get) - See above

Boxing / Closeting (get) - I'm going on a hunch that this means being put in a box or closet possibly to stay hidden while others have sex? Kinda interesting...

Chains (wearing) - Haven't done it, but sounds fun

Cuffs (wearing) - See above

Genitals (bondage that focuses on, in some way, the genitals) - You are the only one who has played with your toy in this manner...now it has become one of my FAVORITES

Restraint Duration: 0-hr (get) - You used rope to restrain me for at least one hour....hot

Restraint Duration: Only for Mins (get) - See above

Saran Wrap - Haven't done it, but sounds fun, and for whatever reason, I think you'd like to try this activity as well

Spreader Bars - Haven't done it, but sounds fun

Stocks - See above

Whipping Post (bound to) - See above....being at your mercy excites me ;)

S&M:

Ball Stretching (get) - You've used rope on your toy which was awesome...this sounds fun too

Beating - soft (get) - I put my trust in you for this activity....sounds fun

Breast/Chest torture (get) - Haven't done it, but sounds fun

Cock and Ball Torture (get) - It has become a FAVORITE

Dilation - Anal (get) - Sounds interesting to experience this activity :)

Face Slapping - Light (get) -  Haven't done it, but sounds interesting

Hair pulling (get) - While pegging me, you have pulled my hair which I enjoyed...extremely

Led by Hair - Another act of submission that sounds hot

Nipple Torture (get) - hot...simply hot

Pinching (get) - Haven't done it, but sounds fun

Spanking - on all fours (get) - I would totally be down with this :)

Spanking - over knee (get) - See above

Spanking soft (get) - See above

     I hope that you've enjoyed reading this post on this early morning Sunday blog. Have a wonderful day and know that my thoughts continue to be focused on........? hehehe

    I remain,

    Your Pet and your little toy :)


Saturday, April 12, 2014

Yes, I Will: Sex Related: The Details

     First of all, I need to apologize for not posting yesterday as I became unavailable for the evening when visiting a long-time friend. Today was busy as well, especially due to previous plans and the gorgeous 80 degree day. Real Life sometimes gets in the way of having opportunity to communicate with you. Surprisingly, I arrived home earlier than I thought and felt the need to add a post this evening.

     I thought it may be interesting to expound on reasons and/or experiences that I have had that made me respond to the survey with "Yes, I will." As stated previously, I have not had the opportunity to experience all of these activities, yet would be willing to do them as presented. Some activities have been tried and I will try to provide detail to my experience level.

SEX RELATED:

Anal Sex (get) - I have been pegged with a strap-on exactly on four occasions....you popped my anal cherry the first time and most recently....I saw another on the other two occasions who used a larger strap-on than you that challenged me.....this is an activity that I am learning to really like :)

Anilingus/rimming (get) - You were the first and only to rim me the first time we met....It was totally hot...

Anilingus/rimming (give) - I favorite activity of those that I have seen....you're my favorite (of course)

Anal Beads (get) - Never tried it with anyone, but sounds fun...

Butt Plugs - Small (get) - See above

Camming (performing in front of webcam) - See above

Cock Rings (wearing) - You used one on me for the first time during our last encounter....loved it

Cunnilingus (give) - One of my absolute FAVORITE activities (you already know:) )

Deep Throating (includes strap-on) (giving) - I have done this with you the last we met and with another....hot activity

Dildo - Anal (get) - I've had strap-ons as described above, as well as one occasion with a dildo with another

Dildo - Oral (get) - fun activity

Double Penetration - Dildo (get) - Never tried with anyone, but sounds fun

Double Penetration - Multiple Partners (get) - Never had a threesome, but being spitroasted is a fantasy that interests me ;)

Face Riding (getting face ridden) - One of my absolute FAVORITE activities

Fellatio (get) - A favorite activity

Finger Sex (get) - Finger bangs are fun

Forced to Watch (others have sex while you do not participate) - Never tried before, but the idea of watching you getting fucked with me watching is sooooo hot :)

Gang Bang (being in some way a part of) - Never tried, but sounds incredibly fun

Massage (give) - Fun activity

Nipple Play (sexual only) - I love having my nipples teased and played with

Oral Sex (give): Includes Sucking a Strap-On Dildo - fun activity

Orgy/Group Sex (being involved in some capacity) - Never tried, but sounds like lots of fun to me

Pegging - Discussed above....It is really growing on me to be taken in this way..

Queening (receiving) - Love having you sit on my face..

Strap-on/Dildos (sucking) - Fun activity

Strap-on/Dildos (penetrated by) - Discussed above

Strap-on/Dildos (others wearing) - I literally gulped with pleasure when I saw you wearing your strap-on after I took my shower when we met last time....hot

Talking dirty (talker) - I love dirty talk :)

Teasing (get) - A favorite activity

Threesome - Never tried it, but it remains a fantasy

Toys (in general -get) - I really like the idea of being your canvas ;)

Toys (in general - give) - fun to play with

Vibrators (get) - been fortunate to have been played with using a Hitachi...hot

     I will discuss reasons why I would do certain bondage activities soon. :)

     I hope you're becoming more informed on my likes in regards to these activities.

     I also hope you've enjoyed your weekend (so far)... :)

     I remain,

     Your Pet and your little toy :)

Thursday, April 10, 2014